Well, usually my titles are self-explanatory... This one, not so much...Kinda i guess... kate+bug bites=kate with the itchies... hehehehe... ok that was entertaining for a second... so, now to continue garrett's blog... yes, chris disappeared right before we left for kate's... after i left kate's the first time she called to see if i wanted her to spend the night, so leah make big u turn and go get kate :) then, i get home... surprise surprise chris is sitting on the front porch... leah ready to give a big ass-chewing... so i walk on the porch, where the fuck did you go... after not answering i proceed to start to walk in the house and bitch face proceeds to grab my arm... and squeeze, make leah angry!!! ANGRY LEAH!!! so then he was like i went for a walk i've got some shit on my mind i was like ok just don't fucking disappear....so when kate got in the shower, shithead came in my room, without knocking, again with the angry leah... anyway, i was calmed down and when he apologized i was like ok whatever and then he said some other shit and was like why do you care and i was like well i tend to worry and shit when people just disappear... he was like it's not like you love me anymore... now normally id be like whatever but i know he was trying to be all guilt trippy and shit and i had told him that even though i didnt want to be with him and i wasn't in love with him i did still care about him...so i proceeded to tell him he doesn't fucking listen and he needed to get the fuck out of my room, amazingly, he did... it was kinda unexpected...and according to kate he is now just sitting in the spare room, in the dark...what the fuck ever... OY!!! he bugs me... but i suppose that is all for now... it's late, i have to go to the dentist early, and that's no good... so i shall update tomorrow...
That title pretty well describes my day...once again sorry to garrett for the lack of hugs... oh i swear... to top off the shitty day i had i typed out a rather large blog entry, full of colourful curse words and interesting descriptions such as narsacisstic cockbite (thank you garrett) and then, because of the touchpad, i hit the wrong damn button and POOF... it all went away... so rather than try to recreate the whole thing i will sum up, cause im tired as hell... i thought i would get a break from chris tomorrow because of having to go to UTC and run errands, when it was mentioned by my mom he was all like, "i'll go with leah" i really wanted to say "fuck no you wont" but, alas, those damn social graces... this sucks... life is crazy....on top of all of the chris shit i'm having to deal with (i've already had to kick him out of my room TWICE, since kate and dustin left...oy....) i'm still thinking about kenny, and being rather depressed, except that i don't really have time to be depressed which is cool in a way, but at the same time, i had a lot of complaining time, not so much self-pity lay around eat ice-cream get fat time... i would've enjoyed some of that... but i like being busy...except the kate and dustin thing... they've been overly sweet and lovey-dovey lately which about fucking sucks... and i swear when dustin isn't around everything that comes out of kate's mouth is something sweet that he did, and i'm all like HELLO!! MISERABLE DEPRESSED SINGLE BEST FRIEND HERE... but apparently she doesn't see that... i don't know... i feel bad because it's like i'm glad that she's happy i just wish i was happy too... and that whole crush on steven thing is coming back...and that kinda blows... in a lot of ways...especially since when steven is around kate and dustin are around and its all like hey they're being sweet and cute and happy and theres the thing i want to be sweet and cute and happy with that REALLY isn't going to happen... and i find myself being unhappy with kelley... i love kelley and i love that she's here i just know if she spends a lot of time with us steven will develop a crush on her, because, well everyone does and that will make me feel even more like shit... blah!!! ok, i really need to go to bed... but before i do there are two new theme songs for the week/day/hour/minute/whatever the fuck... The Dead Milkmen, "I started to hate you" lyrics are here and The Dead Milkmen "Life is Shit" here pay close attention to the last verse and the chorus..
Well, once again I realize that I am forever complaining about people who don't update their blogs, and I have failed to do so in a while... Oh well, it's not like all th@ many people are interested in mine anyway... Good lord the screen looks weird at 5am... Sleep... Need sleep... All in all I would say I had a good day today... I didn't really do much though... Helped my dad build a canopy for my bed, went shopping with Kate and Haley... I bought a pair of pants and stuff for Jonathan... hehe... I love buying little kid clothes, they're just so damn cute! Then went to kates, hung out with her and ditto and garrett and scaliwag and fleetwood mackel... scaliwag and fleetwood mackel left early, party poopers, but we had much fun without them... The late night waho session with garrett was also fun, but I felt a little bad because I talked A LOT. I don't suppose he minded that much I just feel kinda weird when I get in those moods and I won't shut up, not unlike now...Except now i'm rambling from exhaustion...blah... I need to play with my blog set-up and all but being as it's 5am, that'll have to wait... I'm going to bed now... I leave you with the song of the weekend: "Long Year" by Todd Snider... totally sums up my life... it's kinda hard to find and there's that whole you don't want to download stuff and get sued thing... but if you feel the need, it's a great song and the lyrics are here http://www.texastroubadours.com/toddsniderlyrics.htm ok, damn i'm sleepy... ya im going to bed now...
Well first off, mucho thanks to Josiah and Garrett... I have a good blog! Whoo hoo! But that's one of the FEW positive things in my life right now... To explain the title... It is after midnight so offically day 7 since Kenny first suggested that whole break up thing, ROYAL SUCK! and day 3 of having to deal with Chris... I think he finally figured out that I REALLY don't want to be with him... Took him long enough... I had to break up with him like 4 times before he finally understood... And who the hell willingly comes in town and stays with their ex-fiance by choice! I mean damn... Stupid Stupid people... but that's all I can say about that without going on an insane tangent and I'm just too tired... Sleepy tired, emotional tired AND FREAKING TIRED OF BEING DAMN GROPED AND PAWED AND ICK!!! I finally got a whole lot of balls and not any give-a-fuck and called Kenny today... Jimbo said he wasn't there... I don't know if he really was or not... I have a feeling that I'm not going to hear from him... But I'm going to find a way to get ahold of him, because I want to see him yes, but I want to/need to see Johnathan... You don't get a 2 year old used to seeing someone almost every day and then make them disappear, that ain't right... and that kids life is hard enough already... I heard tonight that the cause of the apartment burning might have been due to a meth lab, i mean what the hell is that about... but it wasn't kenny's if one existed so i'm not that worried... I HATE BOYS! boys are stupid and they make you upset and mad and they make you cry... I really need to go to sleep, or at least pretend to before chris decides to come back in here... I swear... My lack of privacy! It's so bad I took like a 30 minute shower today, not because I wanted to, but because that's the only way I can get some damn peace... I want him to go to Alabama so I can spend the weekend with Garrett and maybe Kate and them and I want to find a way to go camping next weekend without having to take him along... Oy... Okay, before I go totally psycho... I'm going to go to bed and probably dream about Kenny and missing him or something... ya, garrett, all the songs that inspired crazy driving tonight related to him in some way... i swear i think chris thought some related to him... but i didn't listen to anything that just said fuck you over and over so not so much... :) ok, ya i'm going to bed now... and once again, thanks to garrett and josiah... ya'll kick ass!