Well, aside from the total domestication of the Leah, today was a good day... Actually, it wasn't that bad, I just cleaned the hell out of my house and did an ass-load of laundry... I offically feel bad for my mom now... So for anybody who has never had to do laundry and dishes and cleaning, THANK YOUR MOM!!! SHE IS AWESOME! Cause that shit sucks, and contrary to popular opinion, it ain't easy... So after all the cleaning and bathing of the dogs, I finally got to take a bath... And by the time I got out I had like 20 minutes before Stric got here... He got here, and took a shower... Shortly after that, Garrett got here... We just kinda sat around and what not until dinner... After a yummy dinner, we headed off to Chatt. state to watch The Matrix Reloaded, FOR FREE... It was awesome... It really was a good movie but I decided that I am still too stupid for it... I just can't seem to wrap my mind all the way around it... I dunno... But I actually really want to see the next one now... It kinda scares... So, we departed and I had an intersting ride home, Stric is a good driver, but still a little scary none the less... Also I was referred to as a girl he's dating... Which was the first time I had actually ever heard that said... So that was cool... So, we got home and he got his stuff and got ready to leave, and I got kissed like I have never been kissed before really... It was good... I can't wait til Sunday, I get to stay with him cause no school monday.. whoo hoo... ok, off to fuck around on the computer a bit before bed... nighty night!
Damn... Didn't realize my last update was Monday... That was a while ago... Time flies when you're having fun I guess? Who knows... So I made it through the first week of school without any major trauma... I have a class with Stric's ex girlfriend who like fucked his universe so that's fun... *rolling eyes* and speaking of Stric... Damn that boy... He is fucking confusing... And I have no balls so I have this tendency to not ask him about the things that confuse me, which is really fucking stupid of me, but oh well... I stayed with him one night last week and my mom found out, my dad doesn't know though... I was seriously going to tell my mom but I didn't have an opportunity... She found out, it was bad... But damn, i'm fucking 20 years old get the fuck off me already... besides it's not like i was doing anything bad... oy... stric came over tonight, for like, not very long... and garrett came over which was cool cause he hasn't been out here in a while and i got to drag him to waffle house with me where i consumed a psychotic amount of food... :) oy... school... school is stupid and requires me to wake up early... oh well... damn i am a boring person... i really don't have anything to say at all...well fun... my brain is not working enough for this right now... i'll update tomorrow and maybe it will have some sort of semblence of intelligence to it... we hope...
And oh my god it's early... and I'm awake... Damn school... you know how when you're young you can never sleep before the first day of school? even if you aren't excited you can't sleep? i know it wasn't just me cause i was talking to kate about it the other day, but i realized, that doesn't reallly go away when you grow up... i didn't sleep for shit last night and woke up at 5:30!!! I mean what the fuck is that, 5:30?half the time my dad doesn't get up that early... that's some kind-of shit.... Well I managed to fall back asleep until 7 and then I just gave in and got up... man there is something seriously screwed up about being awake this early... i mean like if i had a job or something i could understand, but damn... people weren't meant to pop out of bed this early... at least not some people... and my hair is flat...i waited so long to take a shower last night that i couldn't stay up until my hair dried, so i just went to bed with it wet and now it's flat... hello mr. spray bottle... i watched Farscape while i was trying to sleep last night... that's a damn confusing show... i'm sure if i'd seen more of them it wouldn't be so bad, but eh... it was alright though... ok, i'm listening to slow Third Eye Blind and actually expecting to stay awake, damn... that's probably why i'm updating the blog, to try to keep my eyes from closing, i've got like an hour before i have to get up but i figure if i try to sleep it'll take me so long that i'll only have like 20 minutes to actually sleep which would totally negate the concept of going back to bed... okay, i think i've rambled enough for a while... school is freakin' early...damn...
blah... it's saturday... school starts monday and that pretty well blows... kate and dustin and garrett are on their way over for chris' birthday dinner... his birthday was wednesday, but no matter... it's raining like pouring piss out of a boot and that sucks... stric was supposed to get off at 6 i think and he hasn't called me and he was supposed to... maybe i'm just retarded and got the time mixed up...who knows... yesterday was kind-of a weird day... we went to the dragstrip so that was cool, but eh... it's really damn hard to type with a broken finger but i feel the need to type none the less... anybody else ever have that? where you don't really have anything to say but you still feel the need to write? i do that a lot... tonight is more than likely going to be a waho night... waho is good and i haven't been in a few days... i was gonna go thursday but all the world's damn people invaded MY waho... i was angry... blah... ok, well i really don't have anything to say making this totally pointless so i think im done for now... perfect timing garrett just arrived... tata
I realize that to some people, summers are meaningless, just like weekends are meaningless to those of us that don't have jobs, but the end of summer is still a big deal to me dammit!!! I just tsked garrett for not updating, so I kinda felt the need to update, hopefully before he does. :-P i'm a terrible person... and i like it... Yesterday was alright... Last night was fun, but the morning and afternoon left something to be desired... But last night Kate, Dustin, Garrett and I went to City Cafe and literally ate our weight in food, I swear... But oh my god it was good... Anybody who is ever downtown, really should go there... And if for some reason it doesn't stay open, I will have heads on sticks... hehe... Talked to Stric last night... Kinda confused about that whole thing, but eh, whatever I guess... I'm not entirely sure I have the energy to worry about it... It will be what it is, and that's about all... i am carless and that kinda sucks... hopefully it'll be done before too long and I'll actually get it back today... Right now i'm waitin on kate so she can take me to get my hair did...whoo hoo! there is a kateums... i'll update more later...hopefully...
Well, it's Tuesday afternoon and I've come to a few conclusions... One, I hate UTC; Two, I hate Telnet; Three, I really hate beauracratic institutions... Yes, it's a big word and yes I spelled it wrong... Watch me care. Oy... I have to go to the doctor at 3:45 which more or less blows... But I have this thing on my ribs, it kinda feels like one of them is broken and it's all pointy, it's kinda gross and I'm going to find out what it is, so that's a plus I guess... Thus far I have done shit today... I woke up and literally just layed in bed for 2.5 hours... I am the defintion of lazy and un-motivated, but what can ya do... Yesterday was interesting... Stric actually came to my house, which I really wasn't expecting, and he stayed for dinner and my parents like him... go figure... all of this would have been dandy except that chris showed up 10 minutes after Stric... he was rude and really pissed me off, in addition to it being really awkward and making Stric uncomfortable... damn him... why can't he just go home... I went to waffle house last night... it was cool... apparently a lot of my people don't work there anymore, but i got to see some of my waho friends so that was coool... my laptop is being possesed which is not so cool... also last night i was introduced, or shall i say teased, with red vs blue... hehe... i love red vs blue... church is cool and all but for now, Tucker is my favourite... i'm sure that'll change at some point, but ya... ok i just got another fucking error about system memory and norton... fucking bullshit... im about to throw my damn computer... garrett: tonight, rvb and we UPDATE!!! blah... ok, off to shower and all that in preperation for the damn doctor.
Well that was one hell of a weekend... All the details of camping fun can be found on garrett's blog... I did have a hell of a lot of fun, but after all the rain and shit I was definitely ready to come home to a nice warm bed and a nice warm bath... But of course, it rained after we got home to, why, because we live in the freakin south and it's August... but i don't mind so much... My weekend didn't really settle down until a couple hours ago... After I got home I had to take Kate and Dustin to Hixson and unload them and all their stuff and then I cleaned the pathfinder, cause it was about damn nasty... Oy, but the rain and the fact that we live in the construction capital of the free damn universe made for a dirty pathfinder about 2 hours after I spent seven dollars washing it... that sucked... but then i got to bathe and just kinda lay around... I went and met Stric and John at waffle house... John is still crazy as ever... Then I helped stric clean the Xterra cause it was nastier inside than the pathfinder...actually there was more me sitting there looking cute and stric cleaning, but hey, it happens. :) then i got to see where stric grew up and then steak-n-shake and then home... when i got home there were movies with mom, Signs and Two Weeks Notice... Two Weeks Notice was also, and even though I am the only one of my friends with this opinion I really liked Signs, but I think I'm a sucker for M. Night Shamylan movies... ya i spelled his name wrong, gimme a break it's 2am... but having said that i think i will catch up on some much needed sleep... i felt bad for the lack of blog update... hopefully something interesting will happen tomorrow and i'll have more to say... g'night all...
Life changes all the time... The things you want, the things you dream about, everything about everyone changes all the time, and it's amazing how often we don't realize it... As you get older often the things you thought would be so important, somehow just aren't anymore. Trying to make every relationship into one that will last forever is less important, the way relationships look to other people becomes null and void, and in a lot of ways, relationships just aren't as important... It sometimes takes a while to understand this... And sometimes it's sad... The way you notice everything from your life before slipping away... Like, when you're in college and you realize that everything you knew in high school is gone... The people are gone... Even if they're there, because they change so much... Everything changes... Head cheerleaders and captains of the football team aren't the be all end all... Who got most attractive, or most popular, or best personality is not important at all. Nobody is what you thought they were. Everyone has these expectations to live up to, but you find that you just assume others live up to what you thought they should be... Those people that you thought were so perfect and sure of themselves, aren't at all what you thought... But you realize sometimes that it's better... And sometimes you notice that you don't need anything that you thought you did... All you need is comfort... Great friends and a place to be, are all you need...
well today has been an interesting day, although i don't have a lot to say... i get to go to lunch tomorrow with kate and dustin and alexis and stric and rumor has it that i'm getting a date out of it, which is really cool... it'll be kinda weird though... of all the guys i've dated and all the amounts of time i have dated them, i've never really been on a date... i know, i'm the amazing 20 year old dateless wonder, except not really...hell i dont know... my brain stopped working a while ago. garrett is currently torturing me with trying to figure him out...bad garrett! bad garrett!!! damn im easily amused at 2am... i think it's the whole chris stress, i gotta date, kelley is here, even though i've seen my friends i haven't really talked to them, piss your pants kinda week. damn that was one descriptive run-on sentence...whoo... ok well that's all my brain can come up with for now...sorry it's not more entertaining... but ya... i'll probably update pre-lunch tomorrow if i have time... nighty night...