Well first off, mucho thanks to Josiah and Garrett... I have a good blog! Whoo hoo! But that's one of the FEW positive things in my life right now... To explain the title... It is after midnight so offically day 7 since Kenny first suggested that whole break up thing, ROYAL SUCK! and day 3 of having to deal with Chris... I think he finally figured out that I REALLY don't want to be with him... Took him long enough... I had to break up with him like 4 times before he finally understood... And who the hell willingly comes in town and stays with their ex-fiance by choice! I mean damn... Stupid Stupid people... but that's all I can say about that without going on an insane tangent and I'm just too tired... Sleepy tired, emotional tired AND FREAKING TIRED OF BEING DAMN GROPED AND PAWED AND ICK!!! I finally got a whole lot of balls and not any give-a-fuck and called Kenny today... Jimbo said he wasn't there... I don't know if he really was or not... I have a feeling that I'm not going to hear from him... But I'm going to find a way to get ahold of him, because I want to see him yes, but I want to/need to see Johnathan... You don't get a 2 year old used to seeing someone almost every day and then make them disappear, that ain't right... and that kids life is hard enough already... I heard tonight that the cause of the apartment burning might have been due to a meth lab, i mean what the hell is that about... but it wasn't kenny's if one existed so i'm not that worried... I HATE BOYS! boys are stupid and they make you upset and mad and they make you cry... I really need to go to sleep, or at least pretend to before chris decides to come back in here... I swear... My lack of privacy! It's so bad I took like a 30 minute shower today, not because I wanted to, but because that's the only way I can get some damn peace... I want him to go to Alabama so I can spend the weekend with Garrett and maybe Kate and them and I want to find a way to go camping next weekend without having to take him along... Oy... Okay, before I go totally psycho... I'm going to go to bed and probably dream about Kenny and missing him or something... ya, garrett, all the songs that inspired crazy driving tonight related to him in some way... i swear i think chris thought some related to him... but i didn't listen to anything that just said fuck you over and over so not so much... :) ok, ya i'm going to bed now... and once again, thanks to garrett and josiah... ya'll kick ass!
Posted by leah at July 24, 2003 02:31 AM | TrackBackw3rd Welcome to Chattablogs.
Posted by: JosiahQ at July 24, 2003 11:35 AMYeah.. Josiah kicks ass, minus the fact that he posted the first comment. I would have if I didn't have to work today. But, he is forgiven just cuz he's such a nice guy. =P
I'm definitely game for camping. But it'll probably be really damn hot and crowded wherever we would go although I'm sure it'd still be fun.
I'm sorry boys are such dicks. We're just stupid, that's all. At least I haven't fallen into the bastard boy catalog!!
Posted by: Garrett at July 24, 2003 09:49 PMAnd, once again, checking in and saying hey now that I'm home!
Posted by: Garrett at July 24, 2003 11:05 PM