Mad Snot

FUCKING CHRIST!

That title pretty well describes my day...once again sorry to garrett for the lack of hugs... oh i swear... to top off the shitty day i had i typed out a rather large blog entry, full of colourful curse words and interesting descriptions such as narsacisstic cockbite (thank you garrett) and then, because of the touchpad, i hit the wrong damn button and POOF... it all went away... so rather than try to recreate the whole thing i will sum up, cause im tired as hell... i thought i would get a break from chris tomorrow because of having to go to UTC and run errands, when it was mentioned by my mom he was all like, "i'll go with leah" i really wanted to say "fuck no you wont" but, alas, those damn social graces... this sucks... life is crazy....on top of all of the chris shit i'm having to deal with (i've already had to kick him out of my room TWICE, since kate and dustin left...oy....) i'm still thinking about kenny, and being rather depressed, except that i don't really have time to be depressed which is cool in a way, but at the same time, i had a lot of complaining time, not so much self-pity lay around eat ice-cream get fat time... i would've enjoyed some of that... but i like being busy...except the kate and dustin thing... they've been overly sweet and lovey-dovey lately which about fucking sucks... and i swear when dustin isn't around everything that comes out of kate's mouth is something sweet that he did, and i'm all like HELLO!! MISERABLE DEPRESSED SINGLE BEST FRIEND HERE... but apparently she doesn't see that... i don't know... i feel bad because it's like i'm glad that she's happy i just wish i was happy too... and that whole crush on steven thing is coming back...and that kinda blows... in a lot of ways...especially since when steven is around kate and dustin are around and its all like hey they're being sweet and cute and happy and theres the thing i want to be sweet and cute and happy with that REALLY isn't going to happen... and i find myself being unhappy with kelley... i love kelley and i love that she's here i just know if she spends a lot of time with us steven will develop a crush on her, because, well everyone does and that will make me feel even more like shit... blah!!! ok, i really need to go to bed... but before i do there are two new theme songs for the week/day/hour/minute/whatever the fuck... The Dead Milkmen, "I started to hate you" lyrics are here and The Dead Milkmen "Life is Shit" here pay close attention to the last verse and the chorus..