Life is a Diaper

Letting it out

I can't stand this place anymore, I swear. My mom is driving me crazy, and sometimes I think I like Daphne more than I do her, and I hate Daphne with a passion. You see, last week when I hadn't eaten in 3 days because we didn't have anything to eat and I didn't have any money or food stamps, my mom went and bought herself and my brother some food from Long John Silvers and ate it in front of me. I was starving to death, and the only things we had to eat was for the kids. So I got all pissed off, and the next morning my stepdad and I got into an argument and I made the comment that if my brother and cousin did more than lay around and eat all day, maybe I'd have some foodstamps left and I could buy something to eat.

Well, he told my mom what I said, and now that I have bought food, she refuses to eat anything I bought. My stepdad wanted Spam and eggs the other night, and I had bought some, but my mom went to the store and bought some more. I cooked supper last night, and she wouldn't eat it. Is it just me, or is that childish bullshit?

I can't move in with my dad yet because I don't have a car of my own, and my stepdad won't sell me the car that I drive now. The car is in his name, but it's more mine than it is his. I pay for all the gas (one reason I never have any money because every time I put gas in it, either he drives it or let's my brother drive it, so I end up having to put gas in it every time I get in it.), I've had brakes and a new set of tires put on it, and I pay for all the oil changes. My stepdad knows I need that car, and I'd just be 2 miles up the road and he could use it if he needed too. I've about had him convinced to let me take it so we could move, but whenever he's just about to give in, my mom throws a fit about it. She says if he gives that car to anyone, it ought to be her. It's not like she doesn't have a car, because she does. She just hates me, and I don't know why.

Sorry for all the whining. I just can't take my mom's bullshit anymore and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. Posted by sabrina at November 9, 2003 03:40 PM | TrackBack