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January 07, 2004

Happy Birthday (Running to Stand Still)

Ahem.

So I turn 24 years old today. I don't generally make a big deal out of my birthday, and this year is no different. I don't feel old, either, despite my being a new father, which is a pretty adult thing to be.

I am struck by the thought that another entire year has passed, and I made exactly zero progress towards my only major goal: becoming a minister. At the beginning of the year, all signs pointed to me returning to college and working to finish my bachelor's degree. By the spring, however, we knew Genia was pregnant and so my plans were on hold yet again. The year has absolutely flown by and, looking back, it was all running to stand still. And now at the beginning of 2004, and my twenty-fifth year of life, I feel like it will be yet another year of the same. Will I ever get anywhere?

Posted by JohnH at January 7, 2004 12:58 PM | TrackBack
Comments

I totally understand where you're coming from.

Posted by: ron at January 7, 2004 02:52 PM

Happy birthday and congratulations on being a new father!

Posted by: Beth at January 8, 2004 11:19 AM

You got a wife for your birthday? Man... thats cool. Having an anniversary and a birthday a day apart is good for the male memory.

Posted by: kposey at January 9, 2004 10:01 AM

Yeah, it's a lock that I'll never forget my anniversary... And what a [one day late] birthday present I got that year!

Posted by: John at January 9, 2004 11:03 AM

Happy Birthday man. And remember you're still a young'n.

Posted by: ColeSlaw at January 12, 2004 12:03 AM

Happy Birthday. Ministery is a life calling. I will pray for you. In your posting you sound discouraged. I beleive that if you look to God, ask him to give you comfort in knowing that His will is not somthing you can control, only accept.

Posted by: laura at January 14, 2004 11:52 PM
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