Life is a Diaper

I'm So Bored

I only got to work until 11:30 today. A whole three hours (started at 8:30), $36.00. So, basically I go up at the butt crack of dawn, battled with the kids trying to get them and myself ready at the same time, drug them out in the freezing cold, dropped them off at daycare, and traumatized Arien because I left her there for no reason at all. I tried to work really slow, but I can't stand to be slow. I tried to just sit there and play around after I was done, but I felt guilty for getting paid for nothing. Why do I have to have a conscience?

After I left work I went to Wally World to pick up some diapers. I walked around for a little while so I could break in my new boots with really high heels. My feet were killing me by the time I got out of there! Then, I went buy my cousin's house because I didn't want to go home. She was asleep. I can't believe she was still asleep at noon. I swear, that girl has the greatest life. She's never had a job, and she gets to sleep all day. Of course, her kids are running around destroying the house, but she still gets to sleep.

I've never been able to sleep knowing my kids were up, I don't know how she does it. Before I had kids I used to stay at her house every weekend. Her twins were probably not even 2 then, and the other 2 weren't even thought of. The twins would wake up early in the morning and be screaming at the top of their lungs, but she and her husband still wouldn't get up. I'd end up having to go get them up and feed them and all that stuff. Stuff like that is why I don't really have much respect for her, but her house was about the only place Wayne and I had to be together so I endured it.

Now, I'm just bored to tears. There's nothing to do at work, the house is clean, and everybody I know is either at work or asleep, and I don't have to pick up the girls until 4. I think I'm going to go find a good book to read. I haven't done that in a while. Posted by sabrina at November 24, 2003 03:22 PM | TrackBack