Life is a Diaper

blogiversary

As of today, I've been blogging for a whole year. When I started, I didn't think I'd keep it up long. I guess I got addicted to it. This blog has been a great outlet for me. I used to post a lot more than I do now, but I don't have as much time since I started school. I'm trying to get back into the groove, though.

In honor of my one year blogiversary (that's such a cool word), I'm going to repost my first ever blog entry.

Men
I just don't understand them. Especially not the father of my children. I've been with him for 4 years, and when I'm with him, I don't know which way is which.

I hadn't seen Wayne (kids' daddy) in over a month until yesterday at our appointment at the Child Support office. I thought we were through. But the way he was acting yesterday, I really have no idea. He kissed me and held me and told me again and again how much he loves me and his babies. "More than anything", he said.

I've been trying to get over him for a while. But when he does things like that, it's really hard too. But no matter how many times he told me he loved me, I didn't say it back. I didn't want to let him kiss me. You know, I've been happy this past month without him, but I know I'd probably be happier if my family was back together. What am I going to do?
      Originally posted Oct. 12, 2002 @ 7:58 pm

Posted by sabrina at October 12, 2003 12:05 AM | TrackBack