i am so sick of this... i don't want to be here... i don't want to live here... i can't do this anymore... i love her but i can't take this... i can't be under the same roof for very much longer... i want to get out of here... i have to get out of here... i need to start my life and all she can do is try to stop it... i swear i just can't take it anymore... i'm loosing my mind...
Ya so it's been about a million years, sorry, i've been busy... I think there is like one person who even looks at this thing anymore, hi craig... life has been, in a word, hectic... people keep disappearing too... garrett has disappeared since brandon started coming around... i've seen dustin like once in a blue million... eh... kate's going to florida on saturday... i'll be bored... i went and ran around with her today and i swear... that child makes no damn sense... talking to her is sometimes like talking to a brick wall... i love her and i dont mean to sound like im saying she's stupid because she's not, but she contradicts herself, a lot, and doesn't see it... i dunno... sometimes it makes my head hurt... especially now cause i've been sick the past couple days anyway... chris is coming in town saturday... blah... he wants us to pick him up from the airport... oy... i swear, this is gonna be fun lemme tell ya... im not even sure why im updating right now... maybe because the other day craig got on to me because i hadn't so ha there ya go... i know i have a lot more to say, but for now, not so much... i should probably put clothes on... i got out of the shower like twenty minutes and im still sitting here in a robe... i need help... ok, well there is at least a midget update for now, so be happy, and there is more to come....btw dustin, awesome quote...