i have been greatly shamed by a couple people for not having updated, so i decided i should probably update... it's been a while, and i did truly want to i just really haven't even had the time to freakin breathe. kate and dustin broke up on the 11th so you can only imagine what that's been like... after the first few days it wasn't bad with the crying and everything... but everything that she transferred to dustin has now been transferred to others and it's like, she can't be alone... i was home i think two nights last week... ya that was fun... i missed my bed and my shower and my home, but the things we do for our friends right... i haven't been to waffle house in god only frickin knows how long... and i've been trying to balance school and friends and stric and just blah... so much to do and not enough time to do it... and stric... whooo... let me just tell ya... i thought he was gonna lose a limb or two last night but now i don't even know... dustin told me that right after we got together stric told him that he was only dating me to get closer to kate because he wants to date kate... dustin told kate this too... kate told stric and he told her it was shit, he told me it was shit and there are a couple other people also saying it is shit and i just don't know... it's like he is so brutally honest that i know he wouldn't lie about it but on the other hand i can't figure out why dustin would say that... it just doesn't make any sense... and dustin was supposed to call me tonight to hang out and i haven't heard from him... and there's about 14 different kinds of weirdness and he for real wants me to break up with stric and i don't freakin get it... blah!!! and i have a paper due in english on friday, a history test and a sociology test and just arg... i have so much crap to do... that little less than a week in florida i don't think can come fast enough... it's a little less than a month away but i need it to be now... i'm just getting to one of those places where it's like i'm suspect of everyone and i don't know why... even people i don't have reason to be... just one of those places... i don't like these places... at all... they are not fun and have a tendency to make me a little less than pleasent to deal with so sorry in advance.... ok, i'm done ranting for now... i'm sure in a little while i'll try to go to bed, won't be able to sleep, will end up at waffle house and return with another rant... but eh... and there are things i have left out, like the date and the montgomery gentry concert, but my brain and my eyes hurt so for now i am done...
Posted by leah at September 21, 2003 09:36 PM | TrackBackSomebody needs a hug!
Don't worry, though. It'll all settle down soon enough. You've been great thus far and I'm quite impressed. You're a very strong person. Much stronger than most people, and that's just one of the things that makes you kick a whole lotta ass. Things will work themselves out as they always do. And they will work out exactly how they were meant to. Don't fret and play it by ear.
"Just ignore the stupid shit and get on with what's important and, more importantly, what's fun."
Posted by: Garrett at September 21, 2003 09:41 PMI'm agree with the author.
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