the work hours blow by like an evening breeze.. my bags beg to be packed and loosening the chains to this life here.. all is quiet, my mind is in nuetral, and my foot's trying to get into overdrive.... anyway... saturday is the day when I become a born again chattanoogan
Dear friends, acquaintances, comrads and people I wish I knew,
I am getting quite close to the return to Chattanooga and I am so excited. I feel like this excitement growing as the days count down. If you are a chattanoogan and you have ever been somewhere else for long periods of time you know what I mean... I totally dig chattanooga, it was my first steps in choosing life over another joint and highlife not that those are the worst things in the world but they do seem mighty dead endish to me. I haven't smoked weed in over a year, don't really think I will, quit smoking cigarettes after around 8-10 years of a pack a day. So what's the big deal?
Well, the big deal is that I choose life. Not as the alternate to suicide but as in to decide to take this here moment by the horns and go for a ride... I am going to get hurt, yes, but is that bad in the grander sceme of things. I think to fail is only bad if it's failing to try. And I have lived quite a bit of life failing to try anything... So I want to call myself to a new standard, a choice to take and adventure to see the spider webs that hide in the drainage ditches to watch the clouds dance like angels.. anyway just to enjoy these moments that we are given... plain and simple... Brian
as rain comes and goes, the air seems good. Words float in and out of earshot. The birds are scarce and work is dragging. The cars want to die, maybe they are forshadowing california's falling into the sea, but me I am fine. I see the mountains with snow caps and I wrestle the ocean waves. It's all a tumble in trying to live these days as hard and true as possible... it's tough not to worry about tomorrow... Today points there with paper swords and semi automatic rifles. Isn't that scarey. wow.. I hope you are well. B.
hey there friends,
I the big monkey brian boy is heading out to tennessee, to arrive on the 24th of january. isn't that fun... I don't expect a big party but if you decide to plan one I wont complain, I wont go but I won't complain,,, ha ha... I am not smoking at this time either so if you see me and I am down don't try and cheer me up with a smoke... thanks.... I look forward to this adventure and what ever it throws my way.... see you in a few weeks kids.. Brian