December 11, 2004
journeys, water and stain repellent
A lot has happened today.
I've finished up my exams, it feels wonderful to not have to worry anymore.
I got to walk outside in the hail storm. It was rather impulsive.. but I decided I wanted the experience.
We also had our company party, that was a lot of fun, and I enjoyed the new restaurant. Now whether or not Sweet Basil is better than Thai Smile.. ahhh
What a decision to have to make.
I just watched that movie, it is beautifully sad.
Rather like Legends of the Fall, but more about the present-day social realities of living in a small town. It was good. I'd suggest it if you've got the time.
My sister has been complaining about how small Chattanooga is.. or rather.. that noone has any parties.
I just blinked at her, and told her to go join a sorority.
I kinda feel for her, because I remember how proactive I was socially, even just last year.
Now I just don't give a shit. Living off campus has...something to do with it.
But we've decided that Wednesdays and Thursdays would be best.
Chattanooga doesn't get -really- fun until your 21. She really is a lucky sob. (sister of a ..)
I sure wish I had an older sister to buy my alcohol. Do you understand how much easier life would have been? Not having to worry about sneaking into rhythm and brews on halloween? How stupid.
She's had it easy on some respects. And I'm happily available for her.
My life is going to change drastically if I do decide to haul off to Texas. I'm not sure whether or not I'll enjoy the summers,
but a couple trips to Mexico and a nice hat would suit me just fine.
I have calmed down. And man its nice. It makes all the stupid things in life so much more manageable.
A part of me realizes that I don't "have" to stay here. That its ok to leave some things behind. I guess that should just show me that maybe its better if they are.
Things are starting to play out alright.
By this I mean, I've been into gaming since I've had a boyfriend (doh!)
I loved throwing parties, especially LAN parties. Not that I even necessarily game like some of the addicts that showed up, I'd rather be fkking.
That needs to be a bumper sticker.
Sorry, was that crude? Must be the wine talking >^_^<
back on topic: so what i've started out doing may very well be what I end up doing.
fantastic.