January 25, 2008
Mentally Exhausted
I am okay physically (for the most part I think) but I am so argumentative and willing to fight over nothing. And being this way with M (and I am doing it in my head towards certian clients...) more than anyone else. I'm actually quite pleasent towards my coworkers (or so I believe). I just want to argue and rebel! It's been within the last couple of weeks. I am not usually like this. Things I usually don't mind are bothering me immensely. I do realize I am being unreasonable but I just cannot stop! Being this way towards M has worn me out. Sometimes I feel like I want to kill him! But then I just love him so much I can't stand it. Mood swings...I was going through blogs I read sometimes and came across one I haven't read in a while, Spoiled and Moody. That explains the way I feel right now. The girls at work have been talking about *BABY* stuff. Baby is a bad word in my house right now. Baby, pregnant, children...all that applies. M isn't keen on it right now, and I shouldn't be either. "Two years" I keep telling myself. "That isn't that long. I can do that." No problem, but it's always there, in the back of me mind. I know my parents don't want that! I'm sure my roommate doesn't either, especially since he just moved in! I feel a little better, but I don't believe I've gotten it all out. However, I cannot just leave you high and dry! I must give you something if you made it though all my bitching and moaning! Enjoy a pic of the babies sitting together!
Oh, I suppose you should also enjoy a picture of how I like to keep my hair now.
And here is one of just my roommate's dog. He is quite a trip.
January 15, 2008
thinking...
This is going to be a long week for me. 6 days working. I'm 2 days into it and exhausted already. But then, I have been sick. I have babies on the mind (always) and old friends as well. I am not talking about the girls I worked with in Chattanooga. I am talking people I haven't seen in, say, 10 years. Two of which are in the military. One I know where he is and know he is safe (I even talked to him today) but the other I had lost touch with and would like to know how he is doing. As far as babies go, I have 2 years. ;) I have some pictures to post. But you know how that goes. I envy those bloggers that have worthy posts. And those that post often. I don't have much of a life to post about. Nor are my interests very interesting....
Until next time. I'm going to sleep....
January 08, 2008
My blog and Elvis
I have been going through other people's blogs (favorites being Red's Dirty Laundry and Belly Dancer's Nightcap) and I am just not happy with the way mine looks. But I don't know what to do or where even to start! I'm okay with html, not the best really. But I am going to read up on it and decide what I will (and can) do...
On a side note...
Happy Birthday, Elvis!!!!!
The King would be 73 today. Interesting....