December 18, 2003

Christmas Goblin X-nay

If God is a DJ
Life is a dancefloor
Love is a rhythm
and You are the music.

If God is a DJ
Life is a dancefloor
You get what you give
and it's all how You use it.

  Photography courtesy of 'The Jew'
Lyrics by Pink, "God is a DJ"

I have quite a temper.
I don't think its ever been to the point where I've seen red, but I have quite a temper. I curse excessively. If I could, I'd bite your head off. ....I have a thing about biting.
and marking.
and spoons. (in no other situation except for my morning bowl of cereal) See blog silverware spoon theif. ;)

I wish I wasn't such a "Forget" and forgive person. sometimes its better to remember the things that people have done against you or to hurt you. On at least 3 different occasions my mother has had to remind me why I came home crying and upset about something that had happened to me.

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Treat others with justice and respect. In the long run, how you treat others will be how they treat you.

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^-- in the long run, and in the ideal world. But I guess that is where hope plays its part.

I really believe that people can change.
I guess its this endless faith that I have in myself and in others that lets me take a person one day at a time, and try to see the good in their heart.
I know that sounds cheesy, but it's undeniably true. I can't help it.
I might stay mad at someone for a long time, but eventually the anger or resentment ceases and that wonderment comes back into my soul.
Every person is a beautiful, unique being that I believe affects everyone they know and meet in their lives. Whether or not they know it, it is strangely all interconnected.. and we make each other who we are on top of the self discoveries that we make ourselves in becoming so diversified.

Please God, help the anger pass quickly and without resentment. I know there is no avoiding it sometimes, and that it is a natural reaction if a situation is painful or upsetting. I know I do not want to be one who holds grudges, but please Bless me so that I may remember the deeds of those who have tresspassed against me.
In the Lord's name,
Amen.

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