Mad Snot

Boring, maybe...

I lack the energy or interesting events that might have transpired to update, but I feel the need to update anyway, so I offer something different... Two somethings actually... One I found that I wrote a while ago, and one I wrote the other day, the order doesn't really matter...enjoy.

"Wishes"
My hands tremble and my whole body shakes
More than that, my mind aches
Trying to find answers, reasons or rhymes
My mind wraps around you to pass the time
I spend so much time trying to figure you out
I have more questions than answers and I'm full of doubt
What exactly do I mean to you
I really have no idea what to do
I think I'm falling for you and I think it's all wrong
I know how it'll feel in the end and I'm not that strong
I'll force it all down and hide what I know
Just wait for the day you decide to go
I promise I'll try not to worry so much
I'll just be happy and content with your touch
I'll be okay to wake up in your arms
It's there I'm convinced I'll meet no harm
Don't lie to me, don't prove me wrong
I want to be with you from dusk til dawn.
~Leah (that one is all kinds of fun to interpret)

Silent confessions expressed in your eyes
Unanswered questions directed to the skies
A place no one has been before
That there's no logical reason for
Thoughts stay unspoken
So hearts can't be broken
Things stay simple and things stay light
Examined by each, alone at night
Nobody knows or explains very well
Nobody knows just when they fell
Hearts and minds both open wide
Still all the truths get pushed aside
Lacking the courage for any admissions
Alone in the dark hoping and wishing
For a mind to be read, a deep thought to be known
Perhaps for the courage to answer the phone
Things stay hidden deep inside
Somewhere dark where rules don't apply
Things are easier that you don't have to face
Push them back down to that deep dark place
One day it will surface, it will all be seen
You'll wake up and know if it was simply a dream.
~Leah
Anybody got a suggestion for a title for that one? I never was good at coming up with titles...Oy... okay, in the spirit of things I leave you with my current favourite quote,
"If I was stronger I could be a mountain range. If night was longer could I escape the day?"