I am probably the most ambitious person that I know, and lately my ambition is out the window. The smallest tasks get pushed aside in favor of watching tv or pacing my apartment. I go through these dry spells occasionally. I think its my body's way of telling my to sit down, shut up, and relax. I'm really not that fond of them though. I personally would rather have my time spent completing tasks on my todo list (yes, i have a todo list, if i didnt i would forget everything). So until i get out of this dry spell, i think i am going to sit down, shut up, and relax.
The countdown to my wedding is somewhere around 110 days. In a little less than 4 months, I will be entering a new phase in my life... marriage. My wonderful fiance has been working her bum off trying to get this wedding planned, and at 9 hours away, it leaves little for me to help out with. Under normal circumstances, this is not a territory where I would dare tread. However, Heidi is working close to 60hrs a week, with no car, and very infrequent days off. Between work, sleep, and the close to 3hrs a day she wastes waiting on the bus, she barely has any time to work on wedding stuff, and even then she is at the mercy of a couple friends of hers, who have either been sick or busy lately.
Since Christmas and New Years have passed, Heidi and myself feel as though we are in the last leg or homestretch of our engagement , and this has considerably lightened the burden of being 9hrs apart. However, for her, the stress that is added by her job(s), and the stress added by having little to no time to plan for the wedding, and no vehicle to wisely use the time she does have, is very counteractive.
If you could keep us in your prayers, we would greatly appreciate it.