can i change this?

& so begins... something

so this is where you read something i've typed and maybe you'll like what you see, laugh at what you read, or wonder why i typed the something. this blog is something. i don't know what. i feel like i did when i started my first "diary", in which my first entry was "dear diary, i don't know how to do this". it was a bright orange book with a texture not too unlike a fuzzy golf ball. i still have it. if you see it, don't open it. it has things written in it that will scare you. maybe this blog will scare you. i always liked scaring girls at summer camp. jumping from behind cabins or trees and other places no one should be. in the dark. it's summertime and i want a road trip. last night i took a road trip to cleveland and back. saw 2 cats, 2 parents, watched the radiohead "2 dollar bill" show, bought a headlight, drove with the windows down, pretended i was on a real road trip. now i'm pretending to be a blogger, when i'm actually just a rambler. a wanderer. a vapor. going away. don't pay too much attention...