June 25, 2004

I might buy an amp tomorrow

check it out....... the blues jr. it's a hot little machine... thinking about going and getting it saturday.... peanut butter and jelly, or no amp.... i think peanut butter and jelly.... anyway take a peak...

June 10, 2004

if I were someone else, like you

do you sometimes wonder what it would be like if you looked different. I mean we all wish we had better smiles and better laughs and were all around more charming, I think, well at least I do. This week I have been stuck here at covenant college, with jr. high camp and maybe highschool camp, and boy they try to strut that stuff... I just wanna cry, all we know how to do is to try to be more physically desireable. Where is that getting us... well, as divorce climbs and sex scandals too are everywhere it seems, I think we should be noticing that it doesn't make us happy. Being an object of affection isn't something that we should desire, especially from mass quantities of people. I wish I knew how to turn off that part of me that judges people or is attracted to things about people that has nothing to do with them and all about who made them.... anyway hope you are well.... and down right beautiful actually.... B.