electrick blanket boy

where does it start?

Where does this wirlwind start? This out of wack world spinning and in the state of constant distruction or disorder beyond recognition. Everythings so wacked out. Look at us.... We are all out of wack. I don't feel anything besides greed and superiority (possibly backwards to conventional superiority but still superiority in my heart the same). It's sick, it's evil, it's death. I feel greed because there is more out there that the tv and radio rub in everyone's face, and make us truly deep down believe that we need something beyond food and shelter. And even in that food and shelter category we get pretty far fetched... The superiority I feel isn't because I am better then the bums on the street most of the time, but more of a looking at the rich and well to do people who need to ride in the SUV with the three tv's or dvd players inside 'it's for the kids'. Or the people who make life out to be something loftier than it is... cause life is pretty basic.... Basically messed up... anyway my hope is to imbrace instead of what I usally do and that is find something to feel better about how crapy I feel....