I can smell the tired sky, it bleeds for rest. Does nature rest, or is it too like us unable to sit still for more then two seconds... My eyes burn with lack of sleep induced by my couch dwelling and there being a prayer meeting in the house that was graceous enough to put me up. Thankyou Isaac... anyway I feel down, not sure exactly why, some residual stuff... Family matters that really do matter back in Cali... I want to start writing songs but they don't want to flow... verse chorus verse just seems stupid right now... A smidge trite as it were... anyway I hope you are well and that all your wandering ducks return to their row and that you live happily ever after... me I think I am starting to realize that life isn't about getting the ducks in a row it's realizing that it's impossible to have all the ducks in a row. we were not put here on EARTH to be together to that degree. I mean we have emotions which are really messy, really really messy... and our environment alone isn't the sole trigger to the activity and content of our emotions... The funny thing is that all of us try to deny the chaos that life is and must be... I just hope to become one with the chaos... my uncle wanted me to make hime a shirt that said embrace the chaos... i didn't cause my life was too chaotic at the time... that's like joke.... peace..... brian
Posted by whitacre at February 10, 2004 06:27 PM | TrackBackBri-guy,
Love the blog. BTW, why'd you use the word "shit" on your blog? You never used the word "shit" when you lived in Cali! I'm disappointed. No, no. . .there's no point in apologizing. I'm sure the other Chatanoogans talk that way and aren't offended. But me, I'm a Californian. And I'm offended. Are there other words you're using these days? Like, oh...I don't know? "I love you." "Will you marry me?" "Do you want to be the mother of my six children?" Just curious. Not that you need to keep your California family updated or anything. Just curious. You have my phone number. Use it some time. ike