I haven't blogged in a long while and even when I did I didn't blog regularly. I've decided to change that. I've come to realize that I've so compartmentalized my life I'm afraid to say anything to anyone. Strange but... I guess I'm really closed in a lot of ways and also want to be in control. I only let certain people know certain information and end up not being really close to anyone because no one really knows much about me. It's just too much work to feel like I'm living 5 different lives at once and trying to maintain that. So, that said, I've decided to start blogging more openly along with my personal interactions. More to come...