November 29, 2005
musings
i have so much on my mind it hurts. or maybe that is because my hair was up all day. anyway, that is beside the point. we have to decide where we are going to school next very soon. matt will be finish with his associates by next fall. he's then taking a bit of time off, during which time we are going to get married. and i think he's talking about either going to ga tech or southern poly tech. also, because he'll probably be starting school before the august 27, we're going to move our wedding up to the summer. so i'm thinking july maybe? or june...see, i can't even decide! august 27 was so perfect. but that is okay, it means we're getting married in a year and a half, i think. dear lord i must start planning then! see, more stress! plus a great person at work has turned in her notice, and i am TERRIBLE at keeping in touch. but she works at the palms, so i'll have to go there for a drink sometimes and visit her. also an ex coworker is in labor as we speak. course, she didn't like me so i guess it doesn't matter, but i am one who wants to have a child pretty darn badly myself. yet that is a faraway dream for me. look at me, baring my soul to strangers. okay, i think i am going to lie down with my book and maybe think about what i've got to do next...
