August 19, 2005
long shifts...grumble grumble
yes, here i am again and i have more gripes! long days like today kill me. it's only lunch and i feel like i'm limping my knees hurt so bad. and i hate it when i get so excited before lunch and want to rip someone's head off. "just do your freaking job, how hard is that?!" and it was such a trivial thing that set me off too. a certian someone's kittens and the crap and just BLAH. a rep came in today trying to tell us he is cheaper. very pushy. clients try to tell me how to do my job. i have to do my zone today or i will probably be written up. i love janine though, she's watching out for me. matt's in a band with gary and mikey now, and they practiced last night and did fairly well. made me want to sing...i always hold my tongue though, even when they had talked laura to sing a bit, she wouldn't sing very loud and i almost offered to sing with her if it helped her. mikey watches out for me too, asks me to call when i'm home since it's such a long drive. i have great friends...and an even greater fiance.
August 17, 2005
i still think about it
yes, i still think about having a child. lindsey is having a boy in four months, and michelle is pregnant again, so now i'm watching two women at work grow and lavish in their children. alas, i am not ready, but then i am. but the financial stability outweighs the maternal instinct. i want my child to have the best life possible, thus i will wait until i am stable to have one. besides, lindsey is my age and her pregnancy is accidental. michelle has been married several years and this will be her second child. i must wait until i finish vet school, though i fear it will be a long time yet before i can. oh well. we've found a place not even five minutes from my parents house. within walking distance. it even has a fenced in yard! sere will be pleased. i was thinking about asking carl if he wanted to move in with us since he has no place to go, but matt seems to be a bit against it. claims he doesn't know carl that well. but i've known him for a while, and he is a good guy with a stable job. oh i don't know, we may enjoy being alone for a bit before we ask someone to move in with us. it's a two bedroom duplex. this will be my first time living with neighbors so close. i pass it every morning on the way to work. it's calling to me. matt will know by monday i think if he can keep the job. oh man i cannot wait! school starts monday, kind of scared. trying my hand at chemistry. with all new professors too, because the ones who have taught it for years left unexpectedly. i mean they gave notice and everything, but i think they had to cancel the summer chem class. okay, i suppose that is enough about my personal life. not many people i know read this. :) thanks for listening anyway.
August 11, 2005
life since the move
once we move again i may have a computer, but for now, everything is in storage until we can move. but life back in ringgold is...difficult. but i have pictures, thanks to the wonderful friend o mine, mikey. so this is my life within the last month or two.
sere is getting fat.
matt in the pool sans flash.
matt in the pool with flash.
the faery ring growing in kevin's backyard.
action shot.
sere in sepia.
moi, gary, and matt.
mikey looking all buff.
i had so many good pictures that aren't on here (i took over 100 pictures since i lived in rossville), but i'm not going to take up all of chattablogs's space with my mess! :)