July 30, 2005
and love said no
today's title is the title of a HIM song. a good him song at that. many things have been going on as of late. went to the uncanny inspirado show last night to see brock. even got to hang out with victoria some outside of work (she and brock went to school together). being around brock has rekindled my love for photography. then last night we were watching season one of scrubs and the episode with brendon frasier came on. the one called my occurrence. he has this wonderful polaroid (or at least i think it is a polaroid) camera that took instant black and white pictures. it is something i've always wanted. perhaps the camera was not as good as they made it to look for tv. but a girl can dream can't she? damn brock and his making me want to take pictures. i have way too many hobbies ! no time for hobbies!
i've been thinking alot about tattoos. i want one. i would love to put a heart on my right wrist, but i fear the pain...so tender there. anyway, anyone who knows me well knows that i am in love with HIM. i love the heartagram symbol and i was thinking about that. on my back. i fear pain but i can take it once it's happening. it just gets built up you know.
well, it's either a heartagram or a really romanticisec and fancy version of the veterinary logo or symbol.
oh i don't know, i'm very indecisive, which is why i'll probably never get a tattoo anyway. even if i do know someone who will do it for me with as little pain as possible. i mean, what do i want on my body for the rest of my days?