i am sitting in this dark house alone.
i had a nice lunch with chris and matt today. and then looking at all the religion books with chris was fun too, listening to him call this author and that author a douche was entirely aumusing. and insightful. and it has left me in thought...
religon...i've been pretty much agnostic for a while now. i went to church at river of life for a long time. i've been baptised. i studied wicca when i was younger, gave it up for that travesty of a human being travis. chris and i were looking at the new age books today. i was becoming interested again. but i want to study a lot of things now. wicca is a new thing. i studied it, now i'd like to look at others. i find catholicism interesting. i find witchcraft interesting. i am very conflicting aren't i? *sigh* oh what am i saying? do i really have the time for that kind of thing? i believe i am too lazy to really put my heart into anything lately. yes, i find something is wrong with me. matt's worried out of his mind over it.
oh forget it.
i get into these moods where i look at what i've wrote and i just want to throw it all away. i need to say something though. i can't just always post pictures and be this mindless little person with no opinions on anything. i need a fucking life.
i want the Ultimate hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. i saw it today. but i also want dark tower VI and VII. *sigh* i want everything i can't have. i want to see some old school dark shadows. also doctor who. my mom's got a lot of doctor who tapes hidden in that house somewhere...by god i'll find them! mom wants to hear the hhgttg episodes that i have. she has this marvin the paranoid android song that she loves and she's never actually known the source. you know, i really need to study. this isn't for me to just blah blah into. don't understand why i am. maybe because i'm sick of doing it on livejournal, yet...alas i do it here as well. not too bright is she folks?
Posted by lovelyfaery at November 8, 2004 5:44 PM | TrackBack