a very uncomfortable place

one step closer to the light

okay, i feel so much better considering i've had time to calm down. i have studied quite a bit of my psychology, though it will never help me to figureout myself. i'm listening to some cheeky music. and i must say that belly dancer's nightcap is one of my favorite sites to read. she posts such wonderful pictures and she's just so beautiful! that gives me faith in people. though noone will understand that, i don't care. i have been looking about lately. am i who i want to be? have i been someone else lately? is that why i am unstable right now? dots do not even please me anymore! ay me, i need to open my eyes so much wider. pictures to come later of my sweet serendipity. i realize i haven't put much of an effort into keeping this site updated as i really should have all this time.